I remember twenty years ago when I was very excited about approaching forty someday. With one year to go I am kinda of sitting on the fence now. My reasons of excitement have been askewed. I feel a change in the wind direction on my horizon. My body is changing early and I don't know how to feel about that. I know I sure have been moody lately. I am looking forward to the big change this fall. We are moving forward with earlier plans and we are heading West. My target date is mid September but this relies on my obligations here being fulfilled. This goal feels so right and I am looking forward to change. It has been well thought out. I would say at least three plus years in the making. I just don't want to leave any broken bridges or hard feelings. It has been a difficult process of making this decision things keep popping up. Selfishly we feel trapped, but we believe there is a reason for everything. I have even had friends of twenty plus years surface. Three of them to date now. I enjoy talking to them it is great to hear that their lives are good. I may of forgotten alot events but the names and faces are still there. It is amazing how we have all grown. Well here's to another year.
