Coming out of the fog

I haven't posted a couple days because I have been fighting Migraines and sinus congestion. You got to love this change of weather. I have also had a very sobering reality. My eldest son has been physically ill for about a month. He is generally the healthiest when it comes to physical illness. He has a had a ten plus weight loss and stomach pains and vomiting. It was one thing when I was concerned but I was put into emtional overdrive when I recieved a phone call from his job coach saying that his job is concerned for his well being. I immeadiately reacted and got him straight in to the Psychiatrist and Doctor. A medication adjustment and a gastric medicine added and prayers I am hoping for improvment. He is very obsessed about his weight since he had been teased for so long and he has valid issues in his personal life eating away at him. The best thing from this is I think he finally realizes how much I love him and care about his well being because he was thankful for my attention to his needs and said so several times. I also think I finally have reached my point of greatest needed. I truly reached out to his case manager and asked for support. I find it very difficult to talk about how much I am concerned about Patrick without bringing in the tears. With Mothers day approaching my heart surely has felt the mothers love that experience only knows.