The Summer

The heat of summer wages on. The back the school stuff begins its apperances. Even though I worked retail for many years it still throws me off when I see how the seasons are rushed in by the greed of the marketplace. It will be another month and winter coats will be available for layaway. It is a wonder that there is a set defined time left. You would think with all this technology and advances we would have a moment to rest. Not true unless you take it for yourself. I honestly think I forgot how to relax and take time for me. I am so busy working full time, raising kids, being a wife, doing what is right that I forget what is right for me. Though I am pleased with a lot of things in my life lack of time is my biggest disappointment. I have to work there is no getting around it though I am still looking for that dream job, I love my kids and have fun playing with them but would love to find time without them, being a wife is something I squeeze in there and feel I like I do not get to do it enough. Doing what is right, for who? As the tick of the clock fills the day I sit and try to figure how to get few tocks back.