The unknown

Nothing like the unknown to bring tension. Though I have been dealing with the unknown now for about two months and I have accepted whatever may come. Being at peace with yourself and keeping the glass half full is my resolve. I have found a new passion in art. It is a risk but it is better then giving up and doing nothing. My fate is to unwind in the next two weeks and I am ready. I have reached a point in my life when everything has come into perspective. I am not angry about what has been done but what is being done. I feel I am a person of great tolerance and patience. I accept people and things for their limitations and abilities. It is frustrating that people have expectations on others. I am who I am and I am doing nothing wrong as in the perspective of living as I know how. This is not to be mistaken for perfection but taken as a process in change. I break no societal laws and contribute what is asked of me. I refused to be cloned and ask to maintain some individuality and acceptance for this. I am very respected amoung my peers and feel that this is a cross section of our area. I refuse to continue to fall into self made guilt that is fueled by the continous misunderstanding of ones perspective.