Nothing for granted

I feel I am a pretty intelligent person and pride myself in the ability to help others. I have never felt some much vulnerbility as I have recently.What is going on inside of me sure has put me at the mercy of others. Today was one of the worst days. I had ataxia so bad it brought me to tears at work. I had to walk away from something I spent years training and educating to do. I was wheeled to the ER by a concerned peer where I lost it while trying to explain what was wrong. The words would not come out which made things become worse emotionally. About all I can manage to do right now is sit here and type and be on the computer and move about in my house. I am on Ativan now which controls the tremors and decreases the stuttering. It also makes me very sleepy.(downfall at time). I have edited some more photos to share. I will let you know.