Watching

With the sweet we endure the bitter. I watch my children grow and develop before my eyes. Patrick is approaching manhood with full force and KC out of toddlerhood into boyhood with growing independence. I began this blog almost a year ago for purpose of communication with myself and others if they so desire to follow along. It has caused much conserversy about my own mental status or respect for others. Though I admit I have been pretty emotionally charged at times. I think I am pretty grounded. The stress of being ill is taking a toll, the stress of finances is hurting, the stress of the lack of support surely has done a number or two. The sweet of all this is what I have in these four walls the love of my kids and my husband. It is the only thing that is holding me together somedays when the it seems so dark. It is this reason we still hold our dreams and move forward despite the resistance.


Don't blink for I may be gone
Don't hold your breath for I shall not return
Serendipity 2006